sun in Aquarius | moon in Leo
I think I know
best
for you
for me, but not really
its mostly for all that is
external
but I am not
worth
this discernment for self
because I am so scared
to actually listen
to actually embody
to give voice to the
authenticity that has been
trapped + on trial to
pleasing the other in order to feel
seen
what I feel is her
she keeps
poking
bubbling
screaming
clawing + gnawing
at my tissues, organs + hollow bones
begging for me to say
hello, star dust,
oh how Iv missed you.
Xo Lo