sun in Scorpio | moon in Scorpio
I jus don’t want to
sometimes it’s jus too much
sometimes I’m so irritated
sometimes I’m jus done with it
sometimes I really want to fucking burn it all down
I jus don’t want to
sometimes the pain of growth is too much to bare
sometimes I want to freeze, to fawn, to fight or to fly
sometimes I jus want to stay silent
sometimes I can’t imagine why I even started to begin with
sometimes I think I’ll jus stay broken, small, quiet, and jus continue to sweep myself under the rug they walk all over
sometimes I really do feel good
I jus don’t want to
but at the same time
it’s all I want, to be
with myself
to know her so through and through
that there is no space
for the lack of
want
there is jus us
together
feeling what’s here +
not hiding from the lack
xo Lo